kissing you in the rain*
yay! im still suffering from mild depression!

hohoho! merry christmas! although im not merry at all. my neighbours are celebrating, singing and all. saw some playing with fireworks or sparklers. jie sent a postcard back. reading it, im missing jie extra badly. i want a big bear hug when you come back from chiangmai.

i still dont know what to do. i can hope for my 1st valve not to be stuck. but i quite certain it would still be. it used to be one of the most springy ones. hai. choose from 1 of the 6 options listed below. use
1) the old trumpets we used to use when we were recruits
2) shara or julie's old airy trumpet
3) suzanne's old too flat trumpet
4) soprano trumpet which i guess no one used it in a century
5) fluegelhorn but it doesnt have a mute
6) candy's trumpet which i heard is hard to use

argh i dont know. they've already sent 1 batch of instruments to repair. even if i repair, there arent any more spare ones. shall try candy's one since nanthini said that the seniors used to say that fluegelhorn was hard, which i dont think it is, so candy's shouldnt be hard too. im trying to be optimistic lah. maybe sir can borrow a trumpet for mi. like real.

change of topic. heard that the triple science classes are still P, I and O. and im going to be in container classroom. aircon! canteen! does that mean i'll be in 3Z? hm. but i like M. 3M sounds like that company. 4M sounds nice to mi. dont know why. so when i go to sec 4 i might die climbing the stairs. will my classroom be on the other side? eee i dont like. i like facing the canteen and the hall. better view. not as stuffy as the other side.

cut-off point for this year is 245. i wouldnt be able to get in. i saw soo many pl-lites! saw 2 familiar names on the board. charlena's sister bernadine. and the one who bullies her younger sister. bleahx. you better not join band. go continue your track.

watched news just now. there are plastic surgery vouchers overseas. for people to purchase to give their loved ones as christmas present. i think jess would want one, dont you jessica arnanta tjung? for your nose, your liposuction, your boobs implant, brazillian wax. what else. there was this woman who cloned her cat. USD$50000 i think. rich lah.

received the letter to make IC. erm alias? married name? im going to be 15. not 50. my religion is unknown. must i make an IC? i feel old if i have it. what do i need it for? i'd probably lose it. registration dates are from 10/01/2005 to 24/01/2005. reminds mi of my birthday.

i want my good ol' trumpet back.